Drive. (and to-do boxes)

I went out on a lost drive, destinationless to CVS. The roads I found were very magical, autumny, fairy-like. The houses and landscapes even more so. I felt tiny, in a small section of the world. I'd been lost in the same places before- I knew slightly where I was going. Through Grafton, Sutton, Millbury. There, I found CVS.

I wandered in, less straightforward than knowing what i wanted. I always like to explore new places (plus I didn't knew where the cameras were). I wandered around, pretending I did. I smiled and said hi to a frail old woman, she smiled back. Found a mini microwavable Digiorno pizza. Made my way to the front, with the cameras. Chose carefully between the 3. Done.
The girl at the desk. So overwhelmed inside. I was too awkward to be able to bring her joy. Wish I'd brought a gift. Why was she so tanned, with unreal highlighted straight long hair? Why could she barely smile?
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Before I left, the reason I decided to leave, was because of my to-do box.
I like to feel the cards out with my fingers. Certain ones feel right. They tingle.
Well randomly, the first card I picked was "get outside somehow"
I ignored it. A few minutes later, I asked, "Are you sure?"
And it gave me "go in public"

So i obeyed.
But before I did, I told it to amuse me, and picked one more.
"meditate"

Really funny. I've been picking that card so many times in a row.